May the Lord guide you today, your steps, your words, and your actions. Ask Him and He will give you the answers. And remember, sometimes silence IS an answer!
Even if I were still a believer, I wouldn't subscribe to the version of Christianity where any person can whip up prayers and homemade theology and then spread it around. When I see some of the atheist arguments against the arguments for faith, I have to wonder if they've ever encountered Christians like this. There's no philosophical debating with this kind of "theology."